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Monday, April 09, 2007
we all grew up the day we cried;
we all love the day we hugged.
hey hey!
and so yesterday ended on a happy note.
although it started off REALLY rough,
but everything ended with layers and layers of happiness.
everything was kept in our minds, mouth and ears for months.
no one opened up, no one talked.
until, a brave soul dared to ask and so we finally get to clear the stone in our hearts.
now, we can open up our hearts to face each other.
within any regrets and hate in our hearts now,
we are all purely good friends!
i thank God for them.
after last night's conversation,
we decided to start everything afresh.
everything was purely our own childish over thinkings.
actually, the fact is, we lost turst in each other,
that is why we pushed the blame to others.
but but after talking for a long night,
we came closer in heart.
eh eh,
wait ah, i am not being emo ah!
but all these are just a little feelings of my own.
(:
and and,
i was freaking touched bout what all of them said.
not only to me,
but to each other.
there was anger, grief, dislikes and many more.
but what made the whole conversation sweet was the ending!
and and,
the person who came out with this beautiful ending is Nicole Au!
we all love her!
(:
and and so thanks to her,
i found out how beautiful friendship can be once again.
because at first,
everything seems to be a burden, especially friendship!
but now,
i know we all feel free and happy!
this is the ending we all wanted, i guess.
heh heh.
to my act-cute mummy:
i have to admit that i do have a lot of disagreements with you and that i cannot stand the way you act sometimes. and and, your temper is so bad, i swear i can kill myself! hahaha. but but, i realise that all these were just my over thinkings and bias judgements against you. i seriously apologise. I'm sorry Mummy!! ): well, i also need to tell you something. as much as i don't like your temper when we go out, i have to admit that i do have fun with you. cause you know why? YOU IRRITATE TOO MUCH LADY! heh heh. and and, talking to you about random such can be quite intersting too. cause your ideas are weird and senseless. however, that is what makes the conversation realkly funny and enjoyable. and and, don't ever think that you are not worthy of anything. cause everyone have their own character. i am very wrong when i asked you to change. cause i know that i, myself, do not the ability to change my stupid character and attitude, so i do not have the rights to ask you to change yours. so, be yourself. but but, i beg of you, tell me why you are unhappy next time, very stressing not to know you know! hahahah.(: lastly, I love you! (:
to the all time lame ass:
sometimes, you are so lame that i think you should be off better as a crippled! hahaha. despite the fact that you irritate me with all your lame jokes, i think you're really sweet for being there for me! although i hate it when you TRY to install some 'facts' that 'i am suppose to know' in my brain, i know you still mean no harm. but but honestly! i beg of you, no more of such topics anymore. my small computer chip in my brain is not going to process properly if too much information is inside! heh. anyway, i do hope that you can stay this happy and strong! don't ever think that any of us abundant you for someone else, cause you are special. and we tressure you a whole lot. more than you ever think of! your campany is missed by many, espcially me! (: let's go shopping again! but this time, i promise we shop for YOUR clothes! heh. ((:
lastly, i love you! (:
to the one who thinks she's always fat:
i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love YOU forever! honestly, i think you lost quite some weight. heh. oh wells, i know you'd say 'no lo! i think i look fatter!' why?! you really very fat is it? then i elephant already! hahaha. honestly, i think you should be who you want to be and not think about how people will look at you, cause no matter how pretty you look one day or how shagged you look the next, i think you are still who you are inside, and i'd embrace you with the same love! i know i always say i love to have rides home with you, in fact, i don't just love them, i can't wait for each time we have rides home! i can't wait to go home next time i see you man! hahahahha! (: thanks for saying such sweet things about me last night, i can't help but feel damn touched! heh. (: well, lastly, I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE SKYEEEEEE!
to the very very very famous, AH DOG JIE! :
okie, so i shall cut things VERY short for you! cause i don't need me telling you to go to hell once again. you should learn to walk there on your own. ahhaha. joking la! okie, so all i have to say about you is, you're great! done! good bye!
hahahah!
no la! i still got things to say la! anyway, i do enjoy times with you! and and i miss those really lonely days the both of us would spend together. only you and me! you would irritate me, and so would i do the same to you. however, you alwasy win me! hahahah. well, i really talking to you alone and spending the day away doing nothing but breathing. and and, don't ever ever forgot those really LIAN neoprints we took ah! hahahaha. i love them de wor. they are the most preious ones i had de nehxx! so you better not forget okie? i know you are little busy rightt now, but if you ever feel lonely, even after school starts, please come look for me okie? i'd be glad to go on those single dates with you, once agin.
lastly, I LOVE YOU AH DOG JIE!!
to the last but NEVER forgotten by me, Nic Au:
hahaha! okie, i'm sorry for calling you Nic Au! don't ask your best friend to kill me okie? heh. anyway, i don't know why, but i always feel so safe and loved around you! you're always so sweet towards me, well, to others als la. but still! i think you've this ability to make me smile evn though i want to be emo that day! hahaha. and and, thanks for always lending me your shoulder! despite the fact that your temper scares and irritates, i think you're so nice and cute the way you are! and and, don't worry, i'd always be here for you. but but, you must promise you cannot leave me either okie! cause, i know we might not meet as often anymore, but still, you must message me and reply me messages! heh. cannot be lazy to reply me, OR YOU DIE!! heh. and and, i love your mother okie! she and you ah, like twins! as lame and cute and retarded and funny all together! hahahahah. (: well well, lastly, I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!!!
everyone has their good points,
and and, i'd always remember them,
instead of bringing up your bad ones!
so,
if i forget to think on the bright side,
SLAP ME!!!
i wish.
i wish that one day,
all of us can stand under the bright blue sky;
allowing the breeze to blow our worries away;
watching the waves wet our feets;
enjoying the sand cover our soles;
and and sing to our favourite tune,
together.
i wish that one day would come soon.
i know that all of you would be happy from this day on,
so i shall stop worry from this day onwards!
i love all of you!
(:
God bless,<3
stop thinking that you're right,
cause its just a pie on your face if you continue doing so.
move along darling,
move along.
LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
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