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Saturday, December 30, 2006

hey!(:

today was my last day at work!(:
although i have to admit i am very happy about it,
but i am sure that within a few days i'll feel bored.
heh.
however, i can have late nights already. heh.
but what makes me really sad about leaving The Brownie Factory
is bot being able to see Tori and Orange!):
but, i'd drop by Taka every once in a while man!(:
heh heh.(:

tomorrow is New Year's eve,
and i cannot go out with my clique and Rachel la.
what the hell okie.
cause i have got to go my Cousin's house for a family gathering.
and i wonder if everyone is my family would be there.
heh heh.
cause i doubt everyone would be there.
and i would be practically be bored to death there,
cause my sister would be busy taking pictures to talk to me,
and my mother would be talking to all my aunt and uncles.
hahahaha.
life is such. hahaha.(:

anyway, the new year is about two more days away,
and i would like to wish everyone a good year ahead.
cause,
2006 had been a bad year for me.
so i certainly hope 2007 would be much better.(:
but, 2006 wasn't exactly filled with sad and painful memories la,
most are happy, only that the sad and painful ones really had a great impact.
however,
this year, i have met many people which taught me many things.
and i am glad i went through all that.
cause, everything and everyone that i have met this year really make me learn to treasure.
thanks everyone,(:

the best way to solve a problem is to face it.

many a times,
we all take the easier route out,
and thats running away.
i guess, we all have to learn how to stand on our two feets,
and chase the happiness we want.
we shouldn't take for granted whatever that was given to us,
but learn to see the good points out of it.
instead of pondering and being sad that things didn't go the way we want it to be,
we should accept things with a smile.
its not easy, but able to do so.

i here by wish everyone a great year ahead,
and continue to have a blessed christmas.

God bless,<3

i don't care about having a future with you,
loving you is the only reason i live.
i am holding tightly onto everything we had,
even the pain of missing you.
just tell me i have a place in your heart,
and i'd give tell you the words i kept for so long.
just remember,
we still have september,

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
11:13 PM


Monday, December 25, 2006

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL MY DARLINGS!!!(:

this year, christmas is different;
at least for me.(:

i've always thought christmas tree was an important part in christmas.
but now,
i think that as long as the christmas tree brings a sense of love and comfort,
nothing else is important.
i do not need a fancy christmas tree,
but one that bring forth the meaning of love and sharing.(:
okie, maybe i am bringing too much thoughts into it.(:

i like spending christmas with my friends and family.
and this year,
i met with Zan, Drake, Faiznur, Nicole and Shu on Christmas eve.
although there wasn't any celebration or anything close to it,
i think the wishing itself is good enough.

anyway, working tomorrow.
its another three more days before i am not working there anymore.
heh.
i have to admit,
i really enjoy the company that those people bring.
Kathy, Angie, Julie, Ally, Germanie and not forgetting Mahn Ling.
they are really nice and patient towards me.
i agree that i am a little slow when i figure things out,
but they took their time to teach me.
and those naughty things we did together.
heh.
its a secret man.(:
although i hate brownies right now,
i don't mind making a trip down to taka next time just to say hi to them.
heh.(:

i LOVE Christmas.
it brought gathering, love and sharing.
and so i'll try to spread that feeling to you.
(:

during this day of celebration,
many thoughts of different people came into my mind.
still remembering a year ago,
i wasn't able to spend this joyous day with that special someone.
but this year,
i did not bother about even thinking about a special someone,
but just be able to meet up with my friends and family.
this day made me smile a whole lot,
although some irritating situations occur.(:
heh.
anyway,
i do hope everyone else did enjoy this day as much as i did.(:

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!!(:
yes, including YOU!((:

GOD BLESS,<3

all i need to say is i miss you.
all i have in mind is you.
give me a cure to this illness of mine...

TAGS!!!!!

SKYE : MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! anyway, what tomorrow never comes?!

CRYSTAL : aiya, next time la. you still have like three more days to look for me!! heh.(:

SUB : HALLO!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!

ZANETA : MERRY CHRISTMAS LIAN JIE!!! heh.(: i do hope you had a great time. anyway, you too get well soon yeah. drink more water la you idiot. hahaha.(:

SHUWEN : MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! heh. ia m feeling much better already. heh. thanks. anyway, you do take care too yeah. lots of people are getting ill right now. heh.(: smile more yeah. heh. anyway, hoeping to go your place for interview soon. heh. skye and zan are coming too. aren't you excited? heh.(: eh eh, then my present lei LAO MA?! hahaha.(:

NICOLE : MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! heh.(: okie la, not moron la. hahahah(:

JOYCE : MERRY CHRISTMAS TOO!! heh. sorry i couldn't make it. but i hope you had fun yeah, heh.(: see you around soon. heh.(:

SPYKE : MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! heh. i know la, i very lazy to update the link what. heh. eh, but why must i be called stupid by a stupid idiot herself? ahahahha.(: anyway, see you around very soon yeah.(:

LASTLY!!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL,
again.(((:

heh.

love, ame<3

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
10:05 PM


Thursday, December 21, 2006

hey!!!

and so i have missed work for two days,
thanks to both my weak body and laziness.
heh.(:

Attica was all rightt.
nothing that special though.
but, nevertheless, it was some what fun,(:

boredom just creeps over me sometimes,
but thinking of work itself is such a turned off.):
however,
thinking about the amount of cash i am going to get....
it does make me feel A LITTLE better.(:

and so, yesterday was MELANIE CHIA's birthday.(:
although i couldn't go out and celebrate it with her,
i still hope she had a great birthday yeah.(:

tomorrow i am working once again.
i pray that it wouldn't be that boring,
because its going to be twelve hours of standing man!!!!!
sometimes i wish i could brin entertainment to people,
so they wouldn't be so bored.
cause after going through boredom and loneliness,
you wouldn't want anyone beside you to face those too man.
(((:

God bless,

so before you start defending
baby,
stop all your pretendence.
i know you know i know,
so whats the point in being so?
lets get the show on the road today.

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
10:36 PM


Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Hey!
as i promised,
the pictures that was taken on the concert that day.(:
enjoy!!!!(:






Shuwen was being irritating by wearing her skirt really high. bet she didn't know i took this picture. heh.(:








Shuwen just loves to act cute, don't she?! hahaha/


Naughty Spyke. anyway, we have yet to see your face ah.(:


i didn't mean to cut Shuwen out of the picture. heh.


sorry it was blur. heh.(:






The act cute team. Spyke, Shuwen and me! heh.(:






























Okie, done! heh

sleep early peeps. ((:

God Bless, <3

you took my attention away,
you stole my concentration.
but i dont know how or why you did it,

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
10:57 PM


Saturday, December 16, 2006

HEY!!!!!

and so i scream YOOHOO!!!
finally my week for doing morning is OVER!!
i think.
heh, but who cares man.
at least i can sleep late for the next few days.
however,
next week, i am working for like 12 hours!
i think i am better off dead.):

anyway,
I'd love to thank all the sweetiess who accompanied for this tiring week.
these are nice people,
Zan, Drake, Spyke and Nicole.
as Shuwen is working long hours, she didn't have the time to say hi to me,
but i still glad she could meet up for dinners.(:
Skye is forever caught up with her nonsense and she fianlly found a job,
so i'd go look for her after my work!(:
Thanks guys!(((:

maybe it had never occur to you,
but when you told me your plan for the next few months,
i was seriously like 'what the hell'.
but i guess,
as a friend, i will respect your decision.
although i do not support that idea fully,
i think you know yourself the best.
but remember to take good care of yourself,
and drink more water so that you wouldn't fall ill or anything.
oh! and JIA YOU!
((:

Sorry ah,
i'll load the pictures tmr, heh.

God bless,<3

something is getting in the way,
something's just about to break.
i will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.


TAGS!!!!

DRAKE : although its a late reply, but i just want to say i miss Tan Suat Ling and NOT YOU. haha. if you get what i mean that is. and please ah, b-r-o-w-i-e ah? not b-r-o-w-n-i-e ah? hahahahahah.(:

SHUWEN : sorry about today. but tomorrow we shall go out and have great fun yeah! i don't care ah, you better make sure you bring enough cash to eat with me. hahaha.(: anyway, you too take care yeah. you're job is longer hours than mine. hopefully i'll get the job at your place next year man. heh. (: sleep early all right? loves,((:

ZANETA : hahaha! Lian Jie, i love you too wor! hahaha.(:

CRYSTAL : yenna finally la! knn! hahahah.(:

NICOLE AU : but i thought you were the one working at the butter factory? hahaha.(:

SKYE : you're welcome. the rest will be up tomorrow. heh.(:

MELISSA : WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN MAN!? I MISS YOU TOO OKIE! and until now, you wouldn't let me know your blog password, ): hahaha.(: must taek good care all right? and perhaps we can go out together, with Skye too! (:

SERENE : please la, i wouldn't! hahaha. why would i want to kill myself with work? hahaha.(: moreover, i am not so silly. hahaha. you take care yeah, weakling! hahaha.(: hot drinks,

CHLOE : eh eh, where have you been? things good so far? heh. you better take good care all rightt? meet up some time soon yeah. heh.(: love you too honey.((:


LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
11:32 PM


Thursday, December 14, 2006

hey!

and so i am back once again.
i had to work morning shift everyday,
so i did not have the time and mood to blog.(:

work is a killer!!!
and i am only earning $5 per hour?
okie la, maybe thats not so bad.
it's the standing that kills me.
i swear!

tomorrow is morning shift once again,):
loner break once again,):
standing for eight hours again,):
HOWEVER,
life still rocks.

why is everything becoming so hypocritical?
i gues we aren't what we seem to be.
let's the trust that heart that's true...

Oh Lord,
please give me strength to stand tomorrow!
Thanks((:

GUYS, especially Skye,
i am sorry for not being to post the pictures.
i promise it'd be up by next week.(:
please accept me apology.
hahaha.(:

God bless,

i guess you had it all planned out.
you gave me warmth, love and hope.
and next minute you take them all away from me.
i cried for you to stay,
but you never even took a glance back.
have you ever thought of karma?
you should start!

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
10:15 PM


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LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
12:20 AM


Wednesday, December 06, 2006

hey!

and so its been a long while since i blogged.
heh.
i am working tomorrow.
i finally found a job,
but its the same as last year.
however, i am not working with Zan this time.
damn sad please.):

actually i kind of forgot what i wanted to say,
so i shall just end here.
heh.

Take care to all,((:

God bless,(:

fate,
i believe in it.(:

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
9:56 PM

TAGS!! (:

ZANETA : haha, i am fine now. and i just saw you! hahaha. anyway, have fun working in taka yeah. heh.(: i love lian jie too! heh

SERENE : hahaha, yeah la, you are smart! hahaha, you owe me my coffee ah. haha. eh, i don't owe you anything lo. unless you're talking about the ice cream treat. haha.

NICOLEAU : haha, wo kang cai ken dao ni oh! hahaha

ESTHER : why you call me a pervert? hahaha. i'm so innocent please. hahha.

CRYSTAL : you're a nutcase!

SHUWEN : heh. finally get to see you yesterday. heh. you look so funny when you're working. haha. anyway, lets have dinner together yeah. heh.

JOYCE : hey! i'm fine! you? hahaha.((: take care yeah.(:

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
9:49 PM