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Thursday, November 30, 2006

hey!

i suppose to go out today,
but my body wasn't in a rightt condition for me to do so.
anyway,
next time we shall go out together okie?
heh.
Rachel and Zaneta went town-ing without me.
i know they felt lonely,
thats inevitable, cause i am such a joy,
rightt Rachel?
rightt Zaneta?
heh.(:

its been a tiring period of time looking for a job.
i wish someone would hire us soon man.
job hunting starts on Monday!(:

decisions:
many would have heard people telling them,
'you have to make a choice somehow,'
or perhaps something along that line.
a choice is made by you, so you live with everything that is going to come.
but when you realise your decision is wrong,
are you brave enough to stand up for what you believed in?

there were many times that i've made a wrong decision.
and honestly, i wasn't exactly that brave to stick to my decision.
but, there was this particular time where i thought i made the wrong choice,
however, it was through this decision that i made that you stepped into my life.
although i was totally oblivious to most of the things that you've done,
you left a great imprint in my life.
i know i cannot tell it to your face that its you,
and i do not want to either.
because, to ruin everything rightt now i'd be regretful for life.
but i seriously think i should say something thats kept in my heart.
you've touched my heart really deeply.
and even though you are leading a new life rightt now,
i do wish you all the best and all the happiest in the world.(:
do take care, (:

God bless,<3

我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
nonsense!!!!!!!!

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
11:05 PM

TAGS !!! (:

JOYCE : hey! heh. okie man. one day we will meet up in church.(: heh.

SHUWEN : although you are stillin China, its only in four days that you return to Singapore. heh. i hope you did had fun there man.(: eh, i got miss you ah! and its from me heart. hahha..

FARHANA : i know la! must be remind me? hahaha. my hair just don't want to change colour okie. heh. eh, but can see under the sun(like whose can't), so its not that bad. heh.

SAB : heh, i know i've yet to link you. heh. no worries, soon soon!heh. anyway, HI! heh.((:

SERENE : haha, yeah, a sexy rain indeed. hahaha. you still owe me something eh! you remember? hahaha.

NICOLE AU : HEY HEY HEY!!! I LOVE YOU TOO!!! heh.(:

CHLOE : heh. you're welcome. i hope you're doing fine right now. heh.(: outing some day?

SANTHI : hey!!!! you didn't call me after your movie,): nevermind, we shall go out some time soon with Skye, who is doing her disappearing act. heh.(:

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
10:52 PM


Tuesday, November 28, 2006

HEY!

be glad people.
i uploaded the pictures,
like finally! heh.


this was her being a great pig! heh.


Shuwen and i on the bus!(:


nice rightt?((: the effect i mean. but the two in the picture also very nice la. rightt Drake? heh.



smiles, my Beng ge and Lian jie. (:


Skye was concentrating on the song. she is just so lucky to have, a photographer(although a failed one) , as a friend man. heh. nice rightt? i meant the picture on whole, not its main focus! (:


Shuwen never fails to make me smile with this picture. heh.(:


this is one of the many irritating pictures the both took! heh. (: Beng ge and Lian jie really very kawaii!!! hahahah. eww!((:


Lian Jie really live up to her name rightt? heh.((: i still love Lian Jie la.(:


one of the many pictures we took that day,(: the rest were dancing in the arcade. heh.(:


three cuties!!!(: heh.


Shuk and Nurul!!! the two honeys, ((:


Nicole is just into rock, i guess. Reka look too sweet beside her,(:



Nurul and I, preparing for dinner time.(: some hungry pigs we are. heh. (:


Spyke is having her Hor Fan! it took me a great deal of time to take this. heh. yeah la, failed photography skills! heh.(:


Skye, however, is having her first mouth of Mee Gorang. and i heard it was delicious!(:


Nicole is having her fried rice. she is one contented women! (:


Zan is enjoying her Hokkien Mee although she still couldn't eat chilli. heh.(:


just another great shot of Drake having her dinner, chicken rice! (:


NICE! (((:


all the good lookers! -ahem-


Nurul and Shuk!(: Shuk looked really nice that day,((:


Zan and Nurul! (:


Skye and Shuk!!!(:


the idiots who stole my camera and went off to take some pictures some where far away from where we were! (: but they look cute, with their rocker sign! hahah.


Spyke just doesn't want to smile. hahaha.(:


Nurul baby and me,((: Nurul looked great that day,(:


Zan and Shuk baby.(:


Reka and me!!!(: don't she look great?(:


a group picture!!!! Skye had a hard time looking for people to take a picture for us. heh.


some times, i just love Drake and her funky hair styles! doesn't she look good with her new hair-do?! heh.(:


let me introduce to you guys, the act cute team, Skye and Shuwen. together they form S cube. such a retarded team name. hahaha.


ZANNY!!!! miss this idiot,):
--------------------------------end of prom day pictures----------------------(:


peace! Me and my candy, its peppermint!(: my christmas candy,(((:


Shuwen is just doing her thing, acting cute. hahaha. she pass la.(:


Shuwen and i just love each other la! heh.(:


CHECK THE BACK GROUND OUT! Skye is being an ass by sticking her head in! this was while we were slacking in Shuwen's house. heh.


i thought this drawing was damn nice, so i took a picture of it. looks familar eh? heh.


Skye joined us for a moment during our journey to Vivo.


Nicole and Shuwen, plus my candy. although i was suppose to be in the picture, i decided to let my candy take my place,(:


only Nicole was interested in taking a picture then. heh. Shuwen and i look damn retarded!!!(: its okie Shuwen, you're not alone.(: hahaha.


the three of us, and as usual, my candy!(:


this is to let everyone see Nicole's face! see la Nicole, you don't want to take a proper picture wth me rightt, you deserve this! heh.((: still cute la,((:


as you can see, shuwen was trying her best to get her head into the picture.(:


all of us acting cute, or at least our attempt to do so. heh. but shuwen was just being an extra with that expression of hers. hahaha.


Nicole and i, (:


shuwen was trying to pop her head into the picture, but currently she only manage to pop a little. heh.

God bless,<3

to you:
Lips of an angel - Hinder

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
11:20 PM


Monday, November 27, 2006

hey!(:

this post may perhaps, to some people,
sound emo.
but it's just some thoughts of mine on this rainy day.
(:

finally had the chance to go out with Zaneta.
although the time was not very long,
i did enjoy the time with her.(:
and not forgetting,
today Shuwen left for China.(:
she'd be back on monday.((:

as i sat at the bus stop on my way home,
i watched the rain pour down.
the rain didn't feel sad today, in fact in was happy.
it might not make sense to people,
but it does a lot to me,(:
walking home in the rain was a long missed sensation.
everything felt the right;
the song that played in my ears;
the dimly lighted street towards my block;
the coldness against my sick.
everything.
it was then that i realise,
people always say, 'God is crying' or 'the sky is crying cause its sad'
but today, it felt as though the sky and God is crying because they are happy.

when you let go something that you think is beautiful,
you'd find out that the things you've missed out is magnificent.

it just came into my mind while talking to Drake and Zaneta.
hahaha, i feel so knowlegdeable.
heh.
anyway, thats besides the point.
but i thought that it is quite true.
some times, because of certain things that we keep clinging onto,
we just neglect everything else around.
and when you lose everything that you've believed in,
you'll realise that you really need to do a lot of catching up.(:

it took you a lot of courage to be where you are now.
i am sorry for not even trying to listen during the past months.
i didn't know that you've been silently keeping everything inside.
although through the years we difted,
i am so glad that you have gave me the chance to listen to your pain.
yes, it may hurt now.
but, i know that you have made the right choice,
and i am proud of you!(:
but seeing all this happening to you makes my heart ache.
i swear i could cry for you rightt at that moment.
despite your countless effort to hide your pain,
i could see in your eyes you are deeply wounded.
i really hope i could do something for you...
i respect you so much because of your courage.
and i am very sure, you'd find something much more beautiful.(:
i love you, (((:
so allow me to share this with you:
when it hurts to look back,
and you're scared to look ahead,
you can look beside you and you'd find that SOMEONE beside you.

although my mood was foul today,
so many people put that smile back onto my face.(:
SKYE : the look she had on her face when she got scared by the black cat. it was seriously scaring!
ZANETA : as usual, being her irritating self! (: and eating with me, (:
DRAKE : we just played, like normal. in short, irritating her make me smile,(((: rightt?? wolf wolf! heh.
MEL : for doing all those naughty things while we were having our dinner! -tsk tsk-
RACHEL : making me so fascinated with your new perfume.(:
and, the rain.(:

i hope tomorrow would be a great day for everyone!(:
don't worry, i know it'd be better.((:

God bless, <3

i didn't get around to kiss you goodbye on the hand.
since i was not your everything,
so why not i be nothing to you.
since it doesn't really quite matter.
don't worry, i am smiling still!(:

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
11:25 PM


Friday, November 24, 2006

hey!

its been at least five days since 'o' levels ended.
life is somewhat very boring.
because we'd ask each other where would we be going the next day.
life became seriously monotone. /:

hope someone employ us very soon.(:

selfishness breaks you down slowly;
selflessness bring you to higher grounds gradually.
being selfless is so much more difficult,
but by not giving up and you'll realise making others happy is so much more pleasing then just seeing yourself happy.

God bless,<3

looking at you from a far,
enjoying the smile that make your face shine.
unknowingly,
my emotions had a U turn. (:

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
10:52 PM

TAGS !!!!! (:

SHUWEN : don't want la, if i take a year, it'd be a little too long la. haha. nevermind la, you fatter a little wouldn't be much a difference.(: good to hear that you are feeling much better.(: see you when you get back alright? haha, and i'm just referring to someone who knows iy herself. (: at least, thats what i think.(:

SPYKE : hey! i didn't know you'd tag on my blog. heh. you very mean you know, i am already trying my best to take better pictures. so must bare with me alright? (: see you around idiot.(:

SKYE : eh, thanks ah! i know i am lazy la,but must you like remind me?! hahaha. i'll send you la, you just tell me which one you want la. heh. (:

ZANETA : hey! didn't know you read my blog, but heh. thanks ah! are you saying i'm very childish? thats it man. hahaha.(:

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
10:45 PM


Thursday, November 23, 2006

TAGS!!! (:

SHUWEN : i know its a late reply for tags, but i am chilled la. heh. just irritated. anyway, i do wanna tell you to cheer alright? don't think too much about anything. (: lets all just start on a fresh line and be happy. heh. enjoy your trip to China alright? (: and i will sleep early la. heh. i wouldn't look like a goldfish la. heh. (: you also sleep early la, don't go crazy scolding people. hahaha. smile more idiot, (:

NICOLE : hahaha, i think about missing me, its a long ime ago yeah. heh. (: and, i am so sorry about the tags on your blog, that was totally unknown to me until you said it, heh. anyway, you peeling little darky, hahaha, put some moisturiser? heh. have fun during your prom tomorrow alright? (: love you, (:

JOYCE : hahah, my dye hair session was a total failure, so even if i take loads of picture, it wouldn't be much a help. heh. (:

DRAKE : yeah sure Drake, you look DAMN cute la. so cute until i am so ga-ga over you. oh man, i think i'm in love with you! CHEY! hahaha,(: and, i am smiling la! hahahaha.(: you're bored? i know you can find entertainment somewhere else man. heh.(: hope someone employ us soon yeah, heh. we all need the money eh. heh. (:

i will load the pictures another day. i am too lazy today. heh.(:

God bless, <3

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
11:08 PM


Wednesday, November 22, 2006

HEY!

today was a great day!
we had loads of fun doing silly things.
best part is, ESTHER CAME BACK!!!!!!((:


welcome home my dear! i miss you loads!!(: see you tmr, heh.

E L I M S ! hahahahah,(:

Drake and I. yet another of my failed photography skills. heh.(:

know why is she so sad?! cause she lost her whole pouch of tongue studs. all her seven girlfriends just left her like that. that is why she is pouting! heh.

emo Drake was staring aimlessly outside the window. wondering who is LOOKING FOR or THINKING of ah, -winks- heh.((:

while waiting for Skye, i got bored! heh.(: Nicole and I,((:

NOW, i'm not the photographer of this blir picture! its Skye! heh.

Shu and I. my skills of taking photos are improving! heh.(:

a beautiful shot of Drake! heh.(:

Shu and Skye! while we headed to Sentosa. heh.(:


tongues out!!!(: i love the Skye, with the 'e' of course. heh.


one of my many attempts to take a snap shot of Skye!

another one!!


another one!!


another one!

on happy Nicole, -winks,- hahahahhah!

the Drake and Skye fight to see who gets who first. and as every guessed it, Drake lost. she was wet in a flat five minutes! and the victory goes to SKYE! hahah.


one of the many crazy shots of them playing in the water.(:

Nicole has something against taking a picture proper. hahaha.(:
don't worry, i still love you, ((:

awww, so sweet! heh.(:

heh. we are just some camera lovers. heh.(:

another attempt to take a shot of Skye, (:

Shu loves her daughter(me) the most! haha, rightt?! heh.

heh, i love my mummy! she is one nicey idiot, (:

i manage to squeeze my head into the picture. heh. Shu's face NOT BIG WHAT! heh.

and so Faiz just got out of the bath and i needed to irritate her by askign for a picture taken. heh.(:

Nicole with her hair wet, cause she just got out of the bath. heh.(:

all the VAIN ass! (: Skye, Faiz, Drake and Nicole, from left to right! hahaha.

heh, two retarded kids once again,(:
but i still love my little baby! hahahah, (like real) heh.((:

PEACE! wait, Shuwen was too busy taking the picture. heh.(:

we just had to take pictures every where we go, rightt Shuwen? heh.

wondering what caught her attention?! check it out
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TA- DA

THIS IS SKYE'S EYE CANDY, (:

Just being vain. heh.(:


hahaha, i look retarded, but i thought its a nice picture. since Faiz and I rarely take pictures. heh. had fun with her around today okie. lets go more often. heh.(:

a nice and sweet picture of Drake and Skye! (: and so, i thought they broke up, but NO, they just had a little quarrel. hahaha. you still like Drake rightt Skye? hahaha.(:

Shuwen just had to pop her head in. heh. (:

we let Drake take a picture with us, cause she looked so unwanted behind. see, ain't Faiz and I so sweet? be happy Drake, hahahaha.

and so we look retarded rightt, Drake? hahahaha.

happy kids while leaving Sentosa. i look the same la, nothing different. as in the colour!

heh, i love Nicole!!!(: you love me too? hahaha.(:

NICOLE IS AN IDIOT!!!! !!!! >:(

NICOLE IS AN IDIOT....STILL!

hahahaha,this is super funny. Shuwen, go ahead and punch her, hahahaha.(:

she is just out to irritate me by not looking at the camera!

FINALLY! a nice proper from Nicole. (:

heh, and i have one happy Faiz, heh.(:

come on, say Drake looks less like a white chicken now, come on let me hear you say it. heh. (just say it to make her happier) heh.(:

hahahaha, Nicole just had to act cute. (:

this is ZANETA CHER acting cutie pie,

this, is a rather good imitation of her. heh. we just needed to have some fun with all the ah lian poses Zan comes up with. heh.

our attempt to imitate Zan.sadly, only Skye does it the best. all agree? heh.

okie! finally a normal sweet picture from ZANETA CHER. heh. its been a longtime since we took pictures together rightt? heh.

but NO, they HAVE to start all the nonsense once again. heh. the TWINS. (:

check their faces out. i mean, don't they look so lovable here?(:

i LOVE Zan in this picture. come on, this picture is an anitdote for all the mentally weary people. heh. have a good laugh honeys,(:

they just had to sit on the table to take a picture. but its a nice one though, (:

Zan and me. its a little blur, thanks to the photographer, Skye.(:

you have to look at this picture carefully. and ask yourself, what is Zan and Skye doing? are they playign some clapping hands game? and i thought Skye can't multitask. heh.(:

just another nonsensical shot from Zan and I. heh.

Shuwen is just doing her thing, acting cute.(:

let me introduce to you, my ah lians.(: cute huh?

nice shot, cause there are two hot and cute people in there. don't you agree Skye? heh.

Shuwen just does it best, i mean, acting cute of course. heh.

compare and contrast the length of our tongues! and YES, i have short tongue, the ratio is like 1:3!!!!!):

the teeth smile, don't they look good? come on, comments please? heh.

tongue!!!! hahahahahahahah.

yet another one, (:
.
the kids juts having a little fight. they'll get over it after some time. hahahah

smile wide!(:


this is my honey. she loves me as much as i love her, rightt ah ta? heh.(:

kiss kiss, *muacks* hahahahah.

end of pictures.
i'd be doing the rest other time.
too tired today. heh.(:


as i traveled to meet the rest,
i took a good one hour to listen to all my old and nice emo chinese songs on the bus.
it was then that i realise,
i am too young;
too young to understand about love and life.
heh.
so i am on life's journey to find out what are these things,
(:

Unexpected:
someone that you thought was strong, has a softer side to them.
someone you thought you love, is the one that neglect your love.
someone whom you thought was jumpy and bubbly, has more troubles in her mind than you think.
someone whom is blessed with beauty, might be filled with the most insecurity.
someone whom you thought you love deeply, is actually, the most dumb thought you can have. heh.(:

this is how people are to me.
no one is bad by nature, no one!
people are unpredictable, yet fragile.
therefore,
we should see people from the different side.(:

look in the mirror before you comment,
look at your CHARACTER not your LOOKS!
and perhaps accept the fact that you're just a heart broken chap.
i'm sorry kid,
but i hate people with childish thinking when it comes to handling situations.
not like i am all that mature,
at least i still know how to shut my mouth and take a step back when needed.
and its time, to get out of my life.
cause i think you've enjoyed enough pain you've gave me,
do not be too greedy.(:

God bless, (:

save me from what i've become.
its time to leave,

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
10:41 PM