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Sunday, April 08, 2007

i don't say it,
i don't show it,
but you make me feel special.

HEY HEY!

today,
was my new niece's first month of earth!
she is SO cute la!
a prettyyyy little girl indeed! (:
i took some pictures of her in my phone,
but they aren't clear! ):
HOWEVER, i honestly think she is DAMN cuteeeeeeee!

hahahahahaha.(:

how do you know if a person is good or not?

i really wonder how.
is it just because they did something wrong,
then that makes them the 'bad guy' ?
then then, don't you think this conclude is very bias?

Number One:
a guy with all his A's in 'O' level made it into a respectable JC.
he was will known for his kind deeds to other students.
being humble all his life,
he attracted a lot of trust worthy friends.
people looked up to him; adored him.
but one day,
he stole a something valuable from his closest friend.
yet he denied to the very end.
however, when he got caught,
he simply lied that he was facing family problems.
everyone around him then showered him with more love and sympathy.

Number Two:
he went to jail more than three times in his thirty years on earth.
yes, he stole; rob; kidnapped.
any evil deeds you could think of, other than murder, he did it!
walking on the streets,
he'd get jeers and stares from passers-by.
always hoping to turn over a new leaf,
he found it difficult to find someone who could trust in him.
he regretted his past doings.
but no on knew.
Two days back, at a family gathering, he came.
everyone treated him awkwardly.
his mother had told him to take her purse from her aunt's dressing room.
as there were many bags, he found it diffcult to find his mother's.
just as he reached out for his mother's bag,
her aunt pointed an accusing finger at him for stealing something.
no matter how had he defended and explained,
nothing could stop them from crushing his hope in life.
he was then, chased out.

then,
may i ask,
in this two caes, how do we conclude who's good or bad?

people might say, Number One is still young,
he must be playful.
but but, i would like to fight for Number Two!
he WANTED to change, but no one gave him a chance.
with just ONE look, people determine his actions for something bad.

however,
people might say Number Two is really poor thing.
he wanted trust, but because of his past,
he got nothing!
but but, i would also like to add,
if Number One can do such things at such a young age,
what makes you think he wouldn't steal or rob when he gets older?

well,
all these just show that we, people, judge from what people's past.
some times, we all need to understand the words "move on".

people change, don't they?
the past DO NOT determine their future.
however, i have to say, not everyone is like Number Two;
who would think of turnign over a new leaf.
so yeah.
i might understand people's unwillingness to offer them a chance.

and and,
this does not only apply on such situations.
it can be also pointing towards character, feelings, etc.
we just have to look at things from more than one angle to get the bigger picture.

there aren't ultimate 'bad guy' nor are they ultimate 'good guy'.
everyone has a bad and good side.
it all depends on how we face certain situations.
(:

actually,
to this really nice, cute and young friend of mine,
i'd like you to know this word, 'baxia!'.
you know why?
because i think you deserve so much more!
and and, you should not EVER feel bad about yourself because of her.
you are special to me!!!!
so remember that!
as long as at least ONE person thinks you're special,
you ARE!
so, tell yourself 'baxia!' when you feel like hurting yourself again!
don't let those ignorant people see you hurt!
be strong!!! (:
(although i doubt you'd read this, heh)

God bless, <3

remember this?
'Days get shorter and nights gets longer' ,
'You're a piece of my heart' .
these word of yours are engraved in my heart.
YOU ARE DAMN SPECIAL TO ME,
______!!

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
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