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Monday, January 01, 2007

Hey!

i wanted to blog a little more just now,
but i just forgot what i wanted to say.(:

anyway,
today, everyone is welcoming the new year,
its just another day actually.
because if you really want to have a new start,
can't you do that evey other day?
heh.
i guess, its just an excuse to make yourself feel better.
i, too, will lie to myself about a new start,
so you're not alone.
haha,(:

being at home alone is quite nice.
especially when i got the WHOLE house to myself.
hehh.
Secondary school is starting soon.
still remembering the last few years where we would start asking each other if you have done all the holiday assignments.
however, once we find someone who hasn't done much,
we will automatically relaxed as well.
hehh.
those days....

ohh well,
we have to be moving on constantly,
in order to keep up with the rest...
i guess.

i have done something wrong.
something really wrong.
that's to give up on a friend who stood by me.
although i have not really given up on her,
the thought of giving up on her just pull me down.
thinking about the times she was there when no one was,
i still chose to leave her when she was alone.
thats really my fault!
i wished i could admit it to her and apologise.
but, i am not ready to face the anger and pain i'm about to give her.
i wished i knew what to do about this.
i'm sorry,

regret is part of life.

i agree.
but you should not let your life live in regret,
especially after going through a period of regret.
who likes the feeling of regret?
i bet no one likes it.
this brings us to one conclusion.
that is to do whatever you feel like doing when the moment is rightt.
because, once you have not done what you wanted,
regret just gets to you.
life is a mystery,
so the best way out of it is to do what you feel.
although sometimes doing so will end you up in a mess,
at least you can gladly tell yourself,
'i've done what i wanted to.'
life isn't tough as long as you think it isn't.
its all in the mind.....
haahhhh,(:

God bless,(:

i cannot cry,
because i know thats weakness in your eyes.
i'm force to fake a smile; a laugh,
everyday of my life.
my heart can't possibly break
when it wasn;t even whole to start with.

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
10:08 PM