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Monday, November 27, 2006

hey!(:

this post may perhaps, to some people,
sound emo.
but it's just some thoughts of mine on this rainy day.
(:

finally had the chance to go out with Zaneta.
although the time was not very long,
i did enjoy the time with her.(:
and not forgetting,
today Shuwen left for China.(:
she'd be back on monday.((:

as i sat at the bus stop on my way home,
i watched the rain pour down.
the rain didn't feel sad today, in fact in was happy.
it might not make sense to people,
but it does a lot to me,(:
walking home in the rain was a long missed sensation.
everything felt the right;
the song that played in my ears;
the dimly lighted street towards my block;
the coldness against my sick.
everything.
it was then that i realise,
people always say, 'God is crying' or 'the sky is crying cause its sad'
but today, it felt as though the sky and God is crying because they are happy.

when you let go something that you think is beautiful,
you'd find out that the things you've missed out is magnificent.

it just came into my mind while talking to Drake and Zaneta.
hahaha, i feel so knowlegdeable.
heh.
anyway, thats besides the point.
but i thought that it is quite true.
some times, because of certain things that we keep clinging onto,
we just neglect everything else around.
and when you lose everything that you've believed in,
you'll realise that you really need to do a lot of catching up.(:

it took you a lot of courage to be where you are now.
i am sorry for not even trying to listen during the past months.
i didn't know that you've been silently keeping everything inside.
although through the years we difted,
i am so glad that you have gave me the chance to listen to your pain.
yes, it may hurt now.
but, i know that you have made the right choice,
and i am proud of you!(:
but seeing all this happening to you makes my heart ache.
i swear i could cry for you rightt at that moment.
despite your countless effort to hide your pain,
i could see in your eyes you are deeply wounded.
i really hope i could do something for you...
i respect you so much because of your courage.
and i am very sure, you'd find something much more beautiful.(:
i love you, (((:
so allow me to share this with you:
when it hurts to look back,
and you're scared to look ahead,
you can look beside you and you'd find that SOMEONE beside you.

although my mood was foul today,
so many people put that smile back onto my face.(:
SKYE : the look she had on her face when she got scared by the black cat. it was seriously scaring!
ZANETA : as usual, being her irritating self! (: and eating with me, (:
DRAKE : we just played, like normal. in short, irritating her make me smile,(((: rightt?? wolf wolf! heh.
MEL : for doing all those naughty things while we were having our dinner! -tsk tsk-
RACHEL : making me so fascinated with your new perfume.(:
and, the rain.(:

i hope tomorrow would be a great day for everyone!(:
don't worry, i know it'd be better.((:

God bless, <3

i didn't get around to kiss you goodbye on the hand.
since i was not your everything,
so why not i be nothing to you.
since it doesn't really quite matter.
don't worry, i am smiling still!(:

LOVE, ameliabulnerxingying
11:25 PM